My inner Demons Begin to Resurface

Hey all its Monday BLAH and that means its the start of another week. i definitely am just not feeling good. i felt very keyed up this morning when i woke up and as the day has progressed my thoughts have began to accelerate and i have not been able to focous or concentrate on any one thing as my mind jumps from topic to topic. It was very frusturating for me to feel like i simply was not in control. So i think its fair to assume that my mental health issues are back in full force. It scares me to think of whats going to happen next. My mood feels very elevated and i feel very irritated and really had to work hard to not blow up at anybody today. Im prepared for a possible long drawn out fight if My Dr cannot figure out whats wrong fairly quickly but im hoping that she will be able to so i can get on some meds to stabilize my deterorating mental health. Have a good night evreyone.